Everything happens for a reason.
I found out that before my mom had me, she thought she was infertile. She was with a man for five years and never got pregnant. Then she moved back from New York to Fort Bragg and she met Shawn and she got pregnant on her first try with him. Fate.
Then afterwards she wasn't quite sure of whether or not she wanted to have a baby or not and she talked to a woman who worked in abortion labratories and she told her about what it's like to throw not fully developed baby fetuses away. :( I can't even imagine.
I guess I was supposed to come into the world.
well, yaeh, i'll finish this entry later.. i gotta go to work